Wins & Losses of my Life

Wins:                                                  Losses:

Born in California                              Moved to Utah
Moved to Utah                                   Messed up Family
Lots of Family                                   Money causes problems
Financially ok                                    Divorced Parents
Cool parents for the most part           Rough childhood
Good education                                  Insecure and self doubt
Nice home                                          Been on one official date
Talented at some things                     One too many disappointments
Been on one official date                  
Been to Europe
Best friends in Utah and California
To Be Continued...

but we humans like to use it for too much

fear is an essential instinct that keeps us alive

but we humans like to use it for too much (i second guessed this sentence because it doesn't make complete sence sense and I was scared of what you would think, so I'm keeping it.)

I'm scared I won't be asked to prom
I'm scared I will be called state side for my mission
I'm scared I am making the wrong choices for my future
I'm scared I will become fat
I'm scared I will turn out like my mom
I'm scared I won't turn out like my mom
I'm scared I won't be happy
I'm scared I am not being a good sister or daughter

yet none of this is really life threatening

and I'm still scared

my dad always told me when I was growing up (which i still am),
"Don't care what people think, they're just worried/thinking about themselves."

easier done than said

symbolic robotic

when i write it's like i am writting writing for myself

i don't know how to do this the "cool way"

but i am trying

that makes me human

mistake after mistake, but thats okay

im late on this post and the one before, but thats okay

im a senior right? yolo?

but i still care

it bugs the crap out of me if my grades arnt't aren't perfect

why? who knows

my brother says im crazy and homework is a waste of time

maybe

maybe not

i care what you think

but most of you won't read this anyways

i want validation

and i hate that i do

thats the hardest part about being human

sometimes i consider being a robot

but robots are boring

shutting down now...

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GOODBYE!

Let's get to know each other #stolen

What is your Dream Job?
-I can't tell you cause it would give me away...

What is your biggest pet peeve?
- When people don't "clear" the microwave after their done, so I can't read the time.

Who do you look up to the most? Why?
- My grandma, because she always sees the positives in the most negative situations.

Where do you want to live when you settle down?
-California

If you could do anything RIGHT NOW what would you do?
-Go out to lunch with my best friend.

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